The above headline reminds me of what my great teacher, my inspiration, the light of my eyes and my heart, “Mishaal Al-Sudairi” wrote about me on my wedding day and on the front page of this newspaper “Okaz” more than 25 years ago from now.
The important thing is that my friend Abd al-Rahman, the son of my cousin, my dear teacher Ali Idris, who shares my first and last names with me, is getting married tonight – I mean Abd al-Rahman's marriage of course, not his father's – so that Umm Abd al-Rahman does not get angry with me!
How happy I am for this historical and emotional moment also for my brother and relative, and above all for my friend and companion Abd al-Rahman, whom I have never and will not find like him a friend, brother, companion and relative who has such a presence in my life with all that I mentioned, and he also does not have all that splendid presence other than what I mentioned, but he fills the world with beautiful nobility And a giving life that does not end and does not go away.
You do not know Abd al-Rahman Idris like me, but I know him much more than you do: he is the young man, the elegant child, he has the feelings of a gentle lover, and he has the last and purest of life in it of elegant beauty, he has the heart of life and its pet splendor, and he has her beautiful love.. I sent him before For a short period of time, in a moment of pain, I recall this message that tells of my love and tries to break the unbearable curse of memory, and tells the whole story and true love:
O friend of life and companion of the beautiful past and coming years:
You are the heart of the heart, God knows, and you are also the master of everything before and after
And you are in a position that I am ashamed of due to the abundance of what was given and presented to me of light, joy, peace and joy that does not end. By God, I do not know what to say to you, O most beautiful Abdul Rahman in the world, but I am sad inside me with bitterness for a reason that you know and I know, but I am not yet able to atone. about him!!
That is why I say to him now, always and forever: Enjoy your day and (Farfar) like birds at the moment of your (wedding) and say to the world and to all of us: Peace be upon her, and peace be upon you all, O the most beautiful of this world and the sweetest and (delicious) thing in this life (!)
My father (may God have mercy on him) loved him, so how can I not love him and choose him while my father was like that, that is, he loves him and chooses him?!!
Ali Makki